I'm feeling vulnerable as fuck. I feel as if I could be shot at any moment. I feel as if the world knows my deepest most secret thoughts and memories. Why is it that if one night of my sleep is even slightly off everything gets messed up?
Why is it that I'm incredibly attracted to the one person in my life that I could never be with? Why was I stupid enough to partially and kind of subtly act on that attraction? It's times like these when I hate myself, and I hate being awake, yet I feel like I have so much to think about that it take me hours to get to sleep when sleep is what I need most. I hate this! :(
